09/24/2022
One never truly knows what will happen from one moment. Of course that could be argued perhaps bringing in an optimistic view or a mathematical formula. Our place in this spacetime continuum seems quite precarious given what we now see in the cosmos due to human-made telescopes that can see further than ever before in the history of humanity. I often ponder my own minute place and little time I have left in this current existence. So...I suppose that it is time to compose the parameters of what my next life shall entail.
It will be difficult to ponder how one might ponder their next life. Well, it isn't so difficult for me given how much thought I've invested in imagining the next life. I can tell you that it will not entail any sort of Gods...unless of course that is a part of the backstory that includes Tolkien type of gods. No sitting in pews being expected to learn and recite that sort of gods whom have been imagined on Earth. I suspect that the sort of gods that might invade my next life will be those whom one could kill.
I can divulge to you that I am quite aware of two previous past lives. One of these past lives was when I was a female. My memory of that life was me, as a young lady that life, whom fell into a fairly rapid and agitated river. She died having drowned. Another life was a male...a toddler...who fell into a backyard pond. That little boy also drowned. In both cases I remember the death and the scant details I described, but don't know much lease about either incident...except that I remember the moments and small bits of trauma.
In this life I was drown-proofed by my mother and step-father. They were quite set on my learning how to swim and would implement different instances where I would be unwittingly forced into a pool or a river to see if I deal with more complicated ways to keep from drowning. They would only observe as to how I would react. In this life I could swim quite well. In Grade school and High School I swam on the school swim teams. In High School I would also be certified for Scuba. However, one thing in this life is that once I mastered something...I'd become incredibly bored.
At another time in my life I spent a lot of time training people to survive whilst trying to save others. The position was that I was responsible for day to day operations, designing and implementing training, supervising instructors and all the myriad tasks that befell that position. On two separate occasions I was knocked unconscious whilst participating in the training. In both instances I would vividly recall out-of-body phenomena.
In the first injury I was away from my body. In fact I was quite high above observing my other instructors trying to revive me. It was confusion as I heard different voices of the instructors. I recall that at some indefinite point I realized I could either leave or return to my body. There was hesitation and then suddenly I was climbing back into my brain...like climbing up metal ladder from a large sewer drain and then began awakening...awkwardly with all the instructors upset, flustered and even laughing.
The second head injury was out-of-state in Colorado training their personnel for the same thing I did back in California. This was four months from the previous accident. Arguably that was a dumb decision...the act I did...that caused another head injury and loss of consciousness. However, once again I had an out-of-body experience. I saw all the personnel running towards me whilst I lay flat on my back. I saw the Nurse and my 2nd wife running over from different positions. I could have easily allowed myself to slip away in that accident as well.
Still today I can recall each injury
